*some nighttime wandering*

[windup_boytoy]

*is on one of his usual meandering night walks and decides to visit Sora, climbing up to tap on his window*

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[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*is initially surprised, but moves from his bed where he was thinking about working on his book report, but was just zoned out and staring into space, and pulls the window up for you to crawl in*

Hey.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*gives you a little grin as he slides through the window, then shuts it behind him*

Sora. Whatcha doing?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*scoots over so you have a place to sit and moves his books over*

Um...not doing homework? What about you?

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Mmm, I can see that. *peers at your books, then sits down as close as he can to you*

I did most of my work already, but I just... *looks out at the stars twinkling in the sky* I wanted to walk around in the dark a bit. And then I saw your light was on, so I decided to visit.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*smiles softly, nodding and tucking his feet under the covers*

'm glad you did. Haven't seen much of you.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*brushes some of the hair away from your face, then slides his fingers down your cheek affectionately*

It's been kinda crazy lately, yeah. I thought I saw you at school yesterday, but then I didn't see you in class. Or Riku either. What the hell happened anyway?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*frowns just thinking about it*

There was a guy picking on Riku, and he had kind of a knee-jerk reaction to start throwing fireballs, but couldn't stop it. We had to go to Axel to get it straightened out.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*scowls heavily*

Some guy? Which guy? I'll teach him a lesson. Unless you did it first.

And I didn't know about that fire thing. Axel mentioned it, but I didn't think it would be a problem since Riku doesn't use fire in the first place.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*...sulks, looking away and blushing*

The same guy that always picks on me and calls me a 'pansy-ass fag'. He's some jock.

I. I wanted to teach him a lesson, but I was too worried about Riku. Riku came first.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*gets a furious look in his eyes, then reaches out and drags you in for a big hug, burying his face in your hair*

I'm glad you and him are safe. I can always beat up a dumb jock later.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*smiles* Don't worry about me. 's just words. And he did run away, so I hope Riku's safe for a while.

*hugs you back a little tentatively, kind of like...coming back to your hometown after a long trip*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*drops a kiss on your forehead, then your nose*

Why wouldn't I worry about you, when you worry about me? He needs to be taught a lesson for calling you such... rude things. I want to help keep you and Riku safe.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*turns a little pink*

B-because, I'm used to it! Really. It's no big deal. I...just don't want him bothering Riku. At all. Ever. I'll keyblade him if he touches him.

I'll keyblade him if he touches you, too.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

It doesn't matter if you're used to it. You need to be un-used to it, because those things he said aren't you at all.

*goes a little pink himself and nuzzles you*

I should be okay, Sora. But... thank you.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*settles back in the bed, thinking about that, and has to crack a wry grin*

He used to tease me and say 'I bet you wear panties, you little baby.'

And...you can be mine. So I'll protect you the best a pansy-ass panty-wearing fag can. And that's that.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*blinks at you, then gives a little laugh*

Well, okay he was right on one thing. Then again, he hasn't seen how sexy you are in panties. Too bad for him.

*and beams when you say he's yours, the pink still on his cheeks*

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*looks away, flushed*

I don't think he'd want to see me in them.

*looks at your weird thinking face and can't keep a bright giggle in*

What are you making that face for?

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*pinks a little bit more, then looks a bit shy*

I just... can I talk to you, too, Sora?

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

Yeah, you can.

*lays back, watching you closely*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*doesn't like that at all and scoots closer and tugs you half in his lap, arms around you because he wants to feel you near*

... you and Re-- Riku. Both of you have been worrying about things lately. And I'm not dumb, you know. I notice when you both try to hide things. And both of you have said certain things that make me worry. And... I don't like it. I like it when you and him are both happy and smiling.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*blushes, and looks away, because ohhhhhh here it comes*

Ri... Riku worries because I'm stupid. Because I... mess things up. For all of us.

I had a lot of time to think, you know? That's what I was doing when you got here.

*is happy to be close to you, too*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*kisses your temple*

You're not stupid, Sora. I don't like it when you say that either. You're beautiful and special, and it's okay to... to be confused about stuff. I'm confused all the time.

But Riku... you know he worries. And then he angsts and emos and broods. And he really loves you. I want to make sure you know that. Because... I really don't like it when you say he'll leave you, or...

*swallows hard* Or when you say that I'll take him from you. Because I wouldn't. I can't. And he'd never leave you. He belongs to you. If... if I'm causing any problems, I want you to tell me, so I can fix it.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*feels himself starting to cry again, after a ten hour hiatus of tears, and snuggles closer into you*

Ri...Ri, I'm not beautiful at all, or...or special or anything like that. It's not that... that I really think that you'd take him away. It's just that I'm stupid Sora, who cries, needs a math tutor, whose been trying too hard... who can't get things right. Unless it's getting them right on the other end of a Keyblade. I don't think... that he knows. How in love with him I am. How much I... I need to be told that I'm his.

I'm... I'm sorry I'm so confused. And that I keep hurting everyone.

*cries silently against your shoulder so you can't see*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he can feel your tears wet his shirt and silently curses himself for making you cry again, but holds you close and strokes your back and kisses your hair*

You are, Sora. You're beautiful and special and strong... and I know Riku feels the same way I do, because I have those memories of his. You're kind and funny and it's you that the Keyblade chose, so don't belittle yourself.

And... he loves you so so much. How can you doubt it? He tells you everyday that he loves you, and he'd tell you every hour or every minute if you wanted him to. He would do anything for you. And he would never ever leave you.

You're... not really hurting anyone. It's just that things are confusing and difficult right now, and... and Riku told me once, that things only hurt because you love someone so much.

[endlessxsky.livejournal.com]

*all he can really do is nod, because he's just truly all talked out right now, so he just lays against you, letting his heart pound and clench, listening to your own heart pounding in your chest*

Ri...