[AU] This might get disturbing >_>;;

[windup_boytoy]

*he really shouldn't wander the halls of Castle Oblivion late at night*

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[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

Oh, don't be so bratty. It's not my fault she reads too many of those particular books.

*tugs you back towards himself, so you're sitting with your back to his chest between his legs, but not touching, and starts massaging your shoulders*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*gets kinda flaily and WTF when you start touching him*

W-what are you doing?! *trying to crane around to look* Don't just grab me like that! You could at least ask first!

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

I thought it was obvious what I was doing. I'm giving you a massage.

*continues to massage in the same area, working on a knot- gee I wonder why you're so tense*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*is probably gonna stay tense as long as you're doing that, because he doesn't like the thought of not being able to see what you're doing; manages to turn his head to keep an eye on your though*

Why are you doing it. *grumbles a little* It's not like you to be all nice and stuff unless there's something you want.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*shrugs one shoulder* Perhaps I just felt like it. Besides, you're behaving, so why shouldn't I be nice?

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*grumbles because there really isn't anything he can say about that, but still stays a bit tense and watching you*

I always behave. I act exactly the way I want to.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

I suppose I should have said, I like the way you're acting at the moment.

*starts rubbing at your neck next*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*goes tense because your hands are in a vulnerable area, then slowly relaxes, but is totally not leaning back against your hands of course not*

You always liked it better when I was quiet.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

That's because Axel tended to give me headaches before you even got a chance to try.

*of course you're not, which is totally not the reason why he lingers in that spot*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Don't compare me to Axel. We're not alike at all.

*grumbles a little, then makes a soft noise in the back of his throat, his head tipping forward as you rub a knot and his shivers, just a tiny tiny bit, then almost seems to melt against your hands*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

No, he was far more irritating in the morning than you could ever be.

*continues to massage, his hands moving down to your shoulders again once that knot gives*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

... I'm not irritating in the morning! I'm mostly just sleepy. And anyway, you get up too early.

*is now loose-limbed and pliant, arching into your hands whn you get tp places he likes and making soft appreciative noises*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

Precisely. He had already given me my headache for the day, whether he meant to or not. Though I rather think he meant to.

*likes when you make those noises, and pushes you to sit up a little more so he can more easily start working down your back*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

Axel likes being annoying, I think. He even annoys me now, but he's kinda nicer too. Maybe it's because of Roxas.

*doesn't really feel like sitting up since he feels kinda good and things are getting kind of hazy in his mind, so he just... flops over instead, back toward you and resting his head on your knee*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*rubs your back instead, occasionally running his fingers through your hair and smoothing it out*

He always did have an obsession with that boy.

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*he really shouldn't be making himself comfortable like this, but he does anyway, rubbing his cheek against your knee a little*

But I can see why. I like Roxas, too. And it's fun to see Axel growl like a dog when I get too close, like I'm going to steal Roxas right out from under his nose.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*chuckles* It's good to know someone can rile him so easily.

*massages at your neck again, since it's the only place he can still easily do so*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*grumps and wiggles a bit* Well, Axel pisses me off mostly, but it's okay to argue with him. He only gets really bitchy if I bring up Roxas.

*closes his eyes when your fingers rub at the nape of his neck* ... you really shouldn't be here. You're confusing everything and mixing me up.

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

Mixing you up?

*spreads his legs wider to give you more room between them, arching a brow at you*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*rolls over, his head still on your knee but now looking up at you*

You're making me remember things. Things that happened before. The things that shouldn't matter anymore. I don't want those memories... I like the new ones I'm making...

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

If they don't matter anymore, what's the point in holding on to them?

*brushes the hair out of your eyes, and continues to stroke his fingers through your hair*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

I don't want to hold on to them! *he tips his head against your hand and closes his eyes, feeling that strange pressure on his chest* I want them to go away... I want to forget, but I can't! You're always there, back there somewhere. I don't want you to be.

It was bad enough before, but now you're here and it makes me remember again. Why don't you leave me alone?

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

Perhaps you do not truly wish to forget...

*catches your wrists easily and pins them where they are, leaning down to give you a slow, steady kiss, while being mindful of your teeth*

[windup-boytoy.livejournal.com]

*his eyes go wide when you pin him, but before he can say anything, you're kissing him and this shouldn't be familiar and he hates it and he whimpers just a little, and tugs at his wrists, but doesn't bite*

[rosa-moschata.livejournal.com]

*watches you through his eyelashes, slowly running his tongue along your lips and sucking lightly to try to coax you into opening for him, though he still doesn't release your wrists*