[Chat] Emo and Cuddles

[windup_boytoy]

windup_boytoy: Ri: ... *smacks Riku on the back of the head*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *flinches* What was that for?
windup_boytoy: Ri: *looks away and huffs* I felt like it.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *reaches out and smacks you one*
windup_boytoy: Ri: Ow! Hey! What was that for?!
boy_of_twilight: Riku: Felt like it~
windup_boytoy: Ri: T-that isn't a good reason! *huffy* You're just doing it to be mean.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: You started it.
windup_boytoy: Ri: *goes quiet and looks away, simmering*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *drapes his arms around your shoulders*
windup_boytoy: Ri: *starts playing with his ring again*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *sucks on a lock of your hair*
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... that is so gross. Stop drooling in my hair. *half-hearted swat*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *brings his legs up around you* What's got you so weird all of a sudden?
windup_boytoy: Ri: I'm not weird. I'm fine.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: Mmk. *leans back, pulling you with him*
windup_boytoy: Ri: *settles against you, wiggling so he can put his ear over your heart*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *runs his fingers through your hair, yawning a little*
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... I hate you so much.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *blinks down at you in surprise* What? Why?
windup_boytoy: Ri: *closes his eyes and listens to the thumpthump* ... because you have everything I want. And in my head, I keep thinking that it should be mine. But it's not and I'm not you, but that little voice is still there.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *starts running his fingers through your hair again* No, you're not me, because you're you. We're two different people, no matter how much we seem alike. And...you know that I'm willing to share with you.
windup_boytoy: Ri: *nuzzles closer* But everything is still yours first. Maybe even only really yours and I'm just... borrowing it.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *subdued* Sometimes I think... I don't think I would have minded if you killed me, back then.
windup_boytoy: Ri: That didn't happen, though. You killed me instead, and then you got to help Sora.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: Sora... and Kairi... They were the only reasons I kept going. If I thought you might have been better...
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... no. I was... am weaker than you are. Full of Darkness. I didn't even really care about the Organization except when they got in my way.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: You're still getting stronger, though. Sometimes I wonder if it wouldn't have been better if you had won instead of me. I know you would have taken care of Sora... But Sora could tell the difference between us.
windup_boytoy: Ri: At first he couldn't tell, and what then? He would still think I was 'Riku' because of what Namine did to him.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: ...if you had been stronger than me, maybe it would be different now. Maybe I'd have been the one to wake up in Oblivion. *humorless chuckle* It's not like my heart is all that strong, anyway.
windup_boytoy: Ri: *curls up and traces his fingers over your heart* No, it's strong. Stronger than you think. You embraced the Dark, and now you're half Light. Most people just lose their hearts completely.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: ...I didn't do it very willingly. I thought it would make me stronger, so I listened to Maleficent. I let Ansem- Xehanort's heartless- I didn't fight hard enough, and had to watch while he took over and tried to kill Sora. *grows quiet* Sometimes I don't feel like I'm half Light, either.
windup_boytoy: Ri: *slides up and presses his forehead against yours, stroking your cheek with his fingertips* But you got away... you lost your body but not your heart.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: I still don't know how... *closes his eyes* Honestly, I should be dead right now. Maybe then I wouldn't have to worry about things like nightmares that feel real, or if war's going to break out again, or if the part of Ansem in me is going to take over again...
windup_boytoy: Ri: But you're not dead. You're alive and strong and you have your Heart. And you're back home and you have Sora, who loves you, too. Nobody knows what what'll happen, but things are good now.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *lets out a shaky breath* ...I'm glad you're here, Ri. You remind me of the important things. ... You are one of the important things, to me, at least.
windup_boytoy: Ri: *gives you a wry little smile* Someone has to keep you from brooding.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *half-smile* ...you started it.
windup_boytoy: Ri: *frowns a little and looks down* Sorry.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *shakes his head a little, his bangs mingling with yours* I was just trying to tease you. You brood as much as me, you know.
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... no one broods as much as you do, Real Thing. And... I don't really hate you.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *relaxes a little* I'm glad for that. It... hurt. When you said that.
windup_boytoy: Ri: It's just the fake memories in my head. Sometimes it's hard to tell what's me and what's you.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: ...maybe we can just think of it as... us. It's not that they're fake, just... shared.
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... I share too much with you already, things you should be keeping for yourself. You'll start getting annoyed by it.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: I... like sharing things with you. It feels good.
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... yeah?
windup_boytoy: Ri: *nuzzles your neck then hides his face there*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: Yeah. *turns his head to kiss your cheek*
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... okay then. I guess sharing would be... okay. *nuzzles more and gets comfortable*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *reaches blindly and grabs for his blanket, pulling it up*
windup_boytoy: Ri: ... if you kick me, I'm gonna shove you out of the bed.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *chuckles* I can't kick you. You're between my legs.
windup_boytoy: Ri: Well, that's why I'd shove you out of bed. *nudges you with an elbow* If you could kick me in this position, it would be unnatural.
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *squirms a little* If I stretched, I might be able to kick you in the ass... But I don't think I could do that in my sleep.
windup_boytoy: Ri: Unnatural! Maybe I should shove you out now as a precaution. *teases with a grin*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: Nuh-uh. I'd mostly just have to bend my knee. And if you shove me out, I'm dragging you down with me.
windup_boytoy: Ri: *well, that's a challenge; he twists and scrabbles and tries to shove you out of the bed*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *grunts and wraps both arms and legs around you, rolling over to squash you flat*
windup_boytoy: Ri: *starts to laugh and shoves at you, rolling more to try to get on top* You weigh a ton!
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *rolls with you, his back pressing up against the wall* You weigh just as much!
windup_boytoy: Ri: *reaches around and tickles!*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *squeaks in surprise, trying to push your hands away* S-stop!
windup_boytoy: Ri: Say I win! *tickles more, right against your ribs and side*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: N-no way! *squirms, trying to hold his breath*
windup_boytoy: Ri: *twists more then presses his lips against yours in a surprise kiss*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *stills in surprise, then returns the kiss, parting his lips for you*
windup_boytoy: Ri: *kisses you warmly, then licks his lips when he pulls away* I win. *grabs up the rumpled blankets and tugs them up*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: Yeah, yeah... *curls against you, his arm slipping around your waist and legs tangling with yours*
windup_boytoy: Ri: *chuckles a little, twining the fingers of one hand with yours, then closes his eyes*
boy_of_twilight: Riku: *closes his as well, and murmurs* I think we both win...

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